the obvious for the obvious, by the obvious, off the obvious
delusions is all you need
never show your front billions of backs of your mind/brain/head ...
but do give them ( not the backs of your mind/brain/head, your not a schizo, asshole, very few of us are that lucky, and no ... neither claiming the pronoun, hearing your fucking ancestors, the or some other world or being a creative thinker has anything to do with schizophrenia ... but they can't teach you that in university because it can't be formalized ... just read the DSM and tell me what it says about edge cases and functioning exceptions, ... per entry ) something familiar and confirming ... ( costs you a sandwich of Kilojoule over a lifetime ) ...
maybe use a British accent sometimes and pretend you are privately investigating stuff or something
LEGOs ... everything is LEGOs ... but everything takes more or less time ... in varying degrees of "sensational" infinity... in varying degrees of patience and flow ...
respect to whomever .... fucking knows they deserve it because they have countless memories of trial and error vs "some" ... time spend phrasing and maybe even reading "docs et al."
I should totally "let it be" and smoke some weed and LSD
don't forget that you can always just go back to your side project(s) and/or job(s)
... you know x can despite x's age ... and you know what you have to do ... and how much time it will take x per day ...
yes, it's impossible, and it's a lot of damn work to keep it fucking going ... ... any tipping point nudges it towards a different direction ... but all of the directions are predictable ... who's gonna catch the home run, tho? how pretty will be the flight path, the kinetic chain before impact and on impacts? how will the people react? what it's gonna sound like? we are 9 billion. that's a lot of awe and spite and ... well, re-actions ... it's a 9 billion butterflys effect or some interest group's envy and inferiority-complex based pseudo-vision ...